This bathroom floor is all too familiar.

Seriously, just can I please do something right. Whether it’s sober or drunk, I always seem to hurt the ones I care about the most and I honestly can’t handle it anymore. I don’t have the emotional stability to handle this. Maybe you were right and I should just stay at home by myself, cause clearly, I can’t do anything right. Here we go again. I’m not what everyone thinks I am. I’m not that girl. I don’t even know what I am anymore.

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I hate that I let myself get so emotional. I wish I could just turn it off.

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My body is literally falling apart. I can’t seem to find the balance between rest and running myself to the ground. My eye has not stopped tearing for the past 12 hours and it still feels like I got punched in the eye.

I’ve been really angry lately; I just wish I knew what it was about. Call it being passive aggressive or whatever. I just really have been wanting to fight. Yet again, another reason I need to take a martial arts class or go to a shooting range and learn how to shoot a gun.

I’ve also just been really disappointed in myself lately. Disappointed. Fearful if I’m going to succeed. I keep telling myself one step at a time, but what do I do if each step makes me feel like I’m taking two steps backwards? Again, it goes back to believing in myself and not giving up. I just have to keep reminding myself that I am capable of whatever I put my mind to. As cheesy as that may sound, I have to keep going and stop getting discouraged. This is just the beginning. It’s never easy in the beginning.

I honestly think that there’s something wrong with me. I really feel like I’m just so emotionally unstable. I feel like I haven’t been genuinely happy in a while and I’m sick of it. I’m sick of feeling like a failure. I just feel like no matter how hard I try, it goes no where.

And I’ve expressed about 10 different emotions within the past 10 minutes. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m not as strong as everyone makes me out to be…

And I hate the feeling that there’s nothing I can do…

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